It’s 2:20 am.  I have a test tomorrow, but I didn’t want to go to sleep, or rather i couldn’t fall asleep, until I let it be known that Valeri is simply the best thing that could have happened to me.  I’ve always had low self-esteem, but she’s already helped me with that.  I realize that I can’t truly love someone until I love myself.  I’m almost there.  As soon as I accept myself, I can be sure that I won’t push her away.  I already know that we’re getting there.  When that happens, I can guess how life will play out.  She’s so right for me, it’s scary.